For You, My Love

My love, I fear it's been too long,
Since last I spoke to you.
Alas, it is too late,
For your voice is forever silenced.

Never again can I talk to you,
Never again can I hope to hold you.
Never again can I hope to see you,
Never again will you breathe.

You are gone,
There's nothing I can do.
For so long I lived in denial,
Wishing it wasn't true.

But it is true,
And I can't help missing you.
So I'll keep writing this poem,
In honor of you.

I still feel at fault,
I should have been around.
I was such a fool back then,
Can you ever forgive me?

There's not a moment,
That I don't think of you.
There's not a moment,
That I don't miss you.

I wonder where you are,
And about how you're doing.
I hope you're okay,
You don't deserve to suffer.

I love you,
I always will.
I'll never forget you,
I'll keep you in my heart.

You were my beloved,
And I cherish the memories.
May you rest in peace,
And know how I feel.

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Wrote it in Law Studies yesterday instead of working on what I was supposed to do. God knows I hate that vile class and I'm sure the teacher knows too. It's going to be a looong year and I'd better pick up my grades. Blah.

This was written for a person who was very dear to me but committed suicide. He will forever remain in my heart and I hope he knows I'm finally happy again since I found my Adrael.