19th birthday and stuff

Okay, so it's been awhile since I've written in this. I guess I just haven't felt the need to do so but I think I should now. It's always good to get my thoughts down, I guess. Anyways, I'm now officially nineteen. Yep, as of January 10th, I am 19. Two more years 'till legal drinking age. Woooot! Anyways, lately I've been replaying Final Fantasy 9. Let me tell you, that game is so fun and addicting. I just can't stop playing it.

I may edit this later, but I just wanted to put something up on my blog.

Unlikely Events: Chapter Four

Unlikely Events


Chapter Four: Dinner and going home

I showed the note to Sach, who didn’t know what to think about it. It was almost time for me to go home and I couldn’t be more relieved. Though, I would miss the snow. I would miss my friends. I would miss it all. I couldn’t wait until I moved up here, but for now I was feeling a little home sick. Tucking the letter into my suit case, I headed to my hotel room in order to pack up my things and get ready for the trip back home. Sach was going to meet me later on and we were going to go out to dinner before I left. But that wouldn’t be until early morning. I still had time to enjoy myself in Indiana, despite all of the weird occurrences. Making sure that I had everything together, I heard a knock at my door and turned to head towards it. Almost expecting to see no one there and another letter, I was much relieved to come face to face with Sachael.


Smiling, I tilted my head and looked past her to see a grumpy looking Rem standing off to the side before I focused my gaze back on Sach. Her human name was Kate, but I didn’t like referring to her as that. It felt too weird, even though I sometimes had to refer to her as that when people didn’t recognize the name Sachael. I supposed that it didn’t matter much. There I went again, thinking too much once more. I quickly shook my head and stepped aside to let Sach and Rem enter the room. “I’m almost ready to go. I just need to brush my hair and teeth,” I said, moving towards the bathroom to do what I had said needed to be done.


I brushed my hair and my teeth and tied it back into a ponytail to keep it out of my way. It was getting long and I was considering cutting it soon. It was almost to my waist and I couldn’t help but wonder if I should cut my hair short. Shaking my head, I came out of the bathroom once I was done and grabbed my wallet and keys before meeting up with Sach and Rem. I think we were going out to a Chinese restaurant, but I could never be sure with my bad memory. “So where are we going again?”


Sach told me the name of the little restaurant and before I knew it, we were heading off to have dinner there. In almost no time, we reached the building and trudged inside of it to spend some time together before I left. I was almost sad to leave but I knew that I would need to head back to school and such. Besides, I was a little homesick and I missed my other friends. Such as Hailey, Tonya, and Alyssa.


We were sitting at a booth and I sat down by myself while the two sat across from me. I smiled slightly and ordered a Dr. Pepper before looking down at the menu to see what kind of food this place offered. Deciding on a meal, I soon told the waiter and waited as Sach and Rem decided on something before they too ordered. Soon, the man was off to tell the cooks about our order or whatever it was they went off to do as soon as they got the order.


We talked for a little while, about different things. Nothing too important. We mentioned games and such, since Rem was into that kind of stuff too, but that was about it. Soon, our waiter returned with our food and I found myself beginning to eat. I had ordered a chicken breast with some Alfredo noodles that had bits of broccoli in it. I soon found out that it was quite delicious and made a mental note to learn how to cook this so that I could have it whenever I wanted to.


Before long, it was time to head back and I said my goodbyes to Sach. Though, I would have never have guessed about what would be waiting for me the minute I closed my door. Turning in alarm, it looked almost as if someone had been in my room but there wasn’t anything missing. Though, sitting on the bed was another letter but I couldn‘t call sach back since she had already left with her fiancé. So I wandered off to the bed and picked up the letter, opening it with a puzzled look on my face.


Though, as soon as I opened it, I was left with the same message as before. ‘Beware, sweet cherub.’ Confused, I tucked the letter away and sat down on the bed, trying to figure this out but I was too tired. So, I changed into a sleeping attire and fell asleep on the bed.

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It was time for me to go home and I said goodbye to my friends before heading off. I didn’t tell Sach about the second letter, certain that this had to be a prank or something. The journey home passed by without trouble and soon I found myself pulling up in front of my house. Relieved, I made my way up to the door and entered the house. My mom was in her room doing something but she soon came out and looked at me. “Did you have fun?” She asked. I nodded and excused myself, carrying my stuff into my room and was greeted by the sight of my cat. Smiling, I gave Tiger a nice pet on the head before collapsing on my bed.


It was nice to be home and Tiger had missed me. He immediately hopped up and laid down on the bed beside me, purring as he closed his eyes. I turned over onto my side and petted him some before closing my eyes. Before I knew it, I was sound asleep.

Can't he see?

Can't he see,
What he's doing to me?
I love him so,
But he doesn't love me.

He's breaking my heart,
And I doubt he cares.
I'm weeping eternally,
While he laughs.

Who said love was kind,
I don't know.
Love is not always kind,
I'm aware of that.

I just want to be loved,
Can't you see?
I'm aching for you,
Feeling that heart ache.

Can you feel my pain?
Can you feel my tears?
Can you see my fears?
Can you see my heart?

I love you.

Been awhile

So, wow. It's been awhile since I've written in this. A lot of stuff has happened, mostly drama related. I fell in love with a boy but it was not wonderful. In fact, it's an unrequited love. No surprise, because of my crummy luck with boys. Maybe I need to start looking for a real man and not some boy that runs and cowers and causes me heart ache. True, men hurt you too, but man, I don't know what to do. My love lead me on and broke my heart multiple times.

Eh, enough of that depressing stuff. Got a kick ass necklace from Sachael. It's a dragon and I'm wearing it now. I can't thank her enough for all of the little gifts she's always getting me. I love her and not in a lesbian way. She's like my twin sister. Actually, she is.

So, I'm sitting here waiting for my medicine to kick in and filling this blog post with complete bull shit. I don't know what to write so I'm going to keep jumping to different subjects. Eh, I don't feel like typing anymore. I'll end this now. Maybe my next blog entry will be another poem. I just haven't written in awhile.

- Eliah

Prophecy, perhaps?

It waits in silence,

Cloaked in shadows.

It watches the world in hate,

Longing for sweet revenge.

It was exiled,

Banished by the angels.

Rightly so,

For it was evil.

It loves to cause fear,

Feeds on pain.

It bathes in blood,

Plotting the world's demise.

If not stopped,

The world shall be thrown into darkness.

Although it remains in hiding, 

It will reveal itself in time.

***** 

Perhaps another prophecy? Either of another evil or the same one that lurks beneath the waters. 

An Angel's Sorrow

I wait in silence,

Watching the world in sorrow.

I can barely contain my tears,

Feeling pity for these mortals.

I want to help them,

Want to save them.

Many are too blind to see,

Unaware of their impeding self-created doom.

They're too busy with their lives,

Unable to see what they're doing to themselves.

They've lost their path to light,

Most walking the path to darkness instead.

They need our help,

But some won't accept it.

We can't reveal ourselves,

Out of fear of causing chaos.

Mortals fear what they cannot understand,

And so we hide ourselves.

We'll keep on waiting and watching,

Helping those that we can.

Perhaps one day,

They'll open their eyes.

Hopefully they'll realize,

And return to Light.

For now I shall wait,

As I always do.

I'll keep weeping for them,

Help them when I can.

A Lullaby

Hush my little child,

Don't you be afraid.

I'll be here to protect you,

From everything you fear.

Now don't you cry my babe,

Just close your little eyes.

I'll be here beside you,

Guiding you to sweet dreams.

Don't you feel alone,

I'll always be here with you.

I'll be here for you,

Teaching you what I can.

Now don't you fret my sweet,

You are far too young.

I shall cradle you,

Hold you close to my heart.

Now go to sleep my child,

And may your dreams be pleasant.

I love you so much,

I'll always treasure you.

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Just a lullaby that I wrote. It first started out as something I sang for my bird and it was only the first grouping of words. Then, I finally wrote the rest of it. I've found the melody for it and I hope to sing it to my child one day.