Can't he see?

Can't he see,
What he's doing to me?
I love him so,
But he doesn't love me.

He's breaking my heart,
And I doubt he cares.
I'm weeping eternally,
While he laughs.

Who said love was kind,
I don't know.
Love is not always kind,
I'm aware of that.

I just want to be loved,
Can't you see?
I'm aching for you,
Feeling that heart ache.

Can you feel my pain?
Can you feel my tears?
Can you see my fears?
Can you see my heart?

I love you.

Been awhile

So, wow. It's been awhile since I've written in this. A lot of stuff has happened, mostly drama related. I fell in love with a boy but it was not wonderful. In fact, it's an unrequited love. No surprise, because of my crummy luck with boys. Maybe I need to start looking for a real man and not some boy that runs and cowers and causes me heart ache. True, men hurt you too, but man, I don't know what to do. My love lead me on and broke my heart multiple times.

Eh, enough of that depressing stuff. Got a kick ass necklace from Sachael. It's a dragon and I'm wearing it now. I can't thank her enough for all of the little gifts she's always getting me. I love her and not in a lesbian way. She's like my twin sister. Actually, she is.

So, I'm sitting here waiting for my medicine to kick in and filling this blog post with complete bull shit. I don't know what to write so I'm going to keep jumping to different subjects. Eh, I don't feel like typing anymore. I'll end this now. Maybe my next blog entry will be another poem. I just haven't written in awhile.

- Eliah